The Daily Ramblings...

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 20:21:11 GMT

hey rob thanx for they layout. its awesome

yay! nirvana!

rob makes awesome layouts :D

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 22:21:40 GMT

i havent updated in a while. i haven't really had the time. i have this stupid ten page essay to do about behaving in school because I had 27 cuts on my report card, and i'm still getting straight A+s. it's fucking stupid. i thought my teacher was pregnant, so i said is it a girl or a boy, and i got detention....she wasnt pregnant. oops. me and ryan hung out last night.....it was fun. i cant say what we did, but we had lots of whipped cream ;)

the brigade had a gig last night, we did good. a dude asked me to sign his ass.....awesome, huh? we gave out some demos, and brian's starting up a street team. tommi got a new guitar, its fukkin hott. i dont know much about guitars, but its niiice. the sound is awesome. i also got some new stix. i was using chopsticks on friday cause i had no stix, haha. kelly is lucky.... :'( poor cody. nobody loves cody. i bought a new slayer hoodie, whoo hoo. i am giving mortisha my old one, because shes in love with it. ohhh i got a pic of her :)

its mortisha!!! its my baby :-D thanx rob for letting me use yer photobucket.......well, later everyone

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 15:28:46 GMT

today was okay. I was 'sick' so i had to stay home. my mom's a nut. if she sees me sneeze, she's all like 'cody walter! honey, you're NOT going to school today!' sheesh. she acts like she's such a loving mother, meanwhile most of the time she avoids getting close to me. she thinks im a crazy person. and she's making me see the psychiostrist (or however you spell it) again. grrrr. i just cant take her anymore. i hate her, she dosen't like me. i hate my dad. i know it was a while scence he walked out, but that pain sticks to me. my mom wants me and mel to move in with him. but if that ends up happening, ill move in with ryan. i know his rents will let me, theyre cool like that. and what will happen to mel? even though we fight a lot, and she tried to poision me, stabbed me with sporks, gave me sleeping pills and her and her friends covored me in whipped cream and gummi bears, i still love her in a sibling way. we never let eachother get hurt. and thats why my father did that thing to me. i tried protecting mel. and you know what? if he EVER tried hurting her again, and if i need to get raped by a bunch of people now, i dont care, as long as my sister is safe. he dosent want people to know im his son. and that hurts, a lot. i remeber when i was around 11 and he was still around, i went with him to his job, and he introduced me as his nephew. he hates that i am gay. but i do not care, he's gonna have to deal with it. i remeber when my mom found out.....me and ryan fell asleep in the same bed (with clothes on, sorry to dissapoint you guys) and he woke me up and kissed me, so i kissed back, and all of a sudden, my mom comes in without knocking. then, when she sees us making out, she runs out. why does everyone hate me? all i got good in my life are my true friends, ryan, my sister, my dog, and my computer. great life, huh? well, im done bitching, talk to you people later.....mortisha is ripping up my slayer hoodie.......again.

pics yay

Mon, 31 May 2004 22:29:11 GMT

pics.....

~muah~

Sun, 30 May 2004 14:18:25 GMT

Dig that knife a little deeper, do it just for me.
Fuck those warnings you've been told, this is your destiny.
I don't wanna hear that you're trying to get by, Bring on pills and angsty kids.
Give suicide a try.

Gotta razor, angst filled blood.
Getting sleepy, now your done x2

Now your bleeding what a mess, you little selfish cunt.
Too bad your an idiot, that knife you gots too blunt.
If you wanna die, at least just do it well,
Bring champagne and party hats, cause you'll need those in hell.

Gotta razor, angst filled blood.
Getting sleepy, now your done x2

Bridge:
You're so angsty, A rebel too, if you die I'll laugh at you. x3

Gotta razor, angst filled blood.
Getting sleepy, now your done x2

great song, eh? i'm showed it to the brigade and they liked it......we might make it into a song, yippie.

today a bunch of old people that i dont know are gonna come to my house and pinch my cheek telling me how big i have gotten.

they will ask about clarissa.

ryans coming too......i hope all these people aren't homophobic....."sorry grandma, clarissa dumped me......but now I have a gay lover!" oh i can just see it already. how fun!!!! oh and by the way kelly, robertas mine.

bitch

Sun, 23 May 2004 00:16:39 GMT

i almost fucked a virgin today

shit

i hate her dumbass boyfriend

hes a dickhead

fuck you all

yay

Mon, 10 May 2004 00:33:52 GMT

whoooo hoooo im so happy.....i got me new drum set! :-D I need to name him.....hmmmmm

Thats a fucking sexy drumset man!!!! i love it so much....yayyyy.....the brigade will love it. tommi just got a baritone guitar. oh and our next gig is on tuesday be there!

happy mothers day.....

Sun, 09 May 2004 22:30:27 GMT

Well today was great....I think. My mom is still in the hospital. Mel and I brought her some flowers (roses) to her. now it makes me feel bad we fought so much. Tommi, andrew, mike, ellis and me hung out in the woods today in our 'hideout'. We drank beer, smoked and played cards. haha, lovley right? I also bought some new stix. oh and roberta you better come ova herrrrrrrrrrrre on wednsday or i will have to get my radio active elves on you. well thats all for now.....byesies byesies